| Wednesday, November 10th, 2004 |
| 10:19 pm |
Blue Punch Buggy No Punch Backs
I do wonder how many bruises i have caused little girls and boys around the Hamilton(!) area... 17th b-day in a few hours...(i'm gettin up there...i know i know) just wanted to let you know i haven't dropped off the face of the earth (and i'm doing very very well thank you for asking :) ...) Current Mood:  excited |
| Monday, July 26th, 2004 |
| 1:22 am |
i can't sleep.....even though technically i don't need to....i feel i should
As you know the German is back in town.... and i tried waking him up and talking to him (because that's what i thought people that have "siblings" do when they can't sleep) but apparently Germans are programmed to sleep through screaming "host-sisters" so i can't wake him.....whole lot of good he's doing i'm hungry Current Mood:  awake |
| Friday, June 25th, 2004 |
| 4:32 pm |
Mushy Ode To Friends
Sitting here pondering about things....and i have come to realize that my friends play a HUGE part in my life.... and you're probably all thinking "well DUH"....however, my friends make me happy (and my mommmy makes me happy, but that's a given). They keep me going. They worry about me and scold me and teach me and hold on to me and listen to me and genuinely love me... so if you're reading this you are (more than likely) my friend and i want to thank you for being there for me and not getting fed up or discouraged...you are the reason i smile..love you that's all for now Current Mood:  loved |
| Sunday, May 30th, 2004 |
| 12:15 pm |
Long Time No See
things are...going....yeah they're going....4 days of school left...started my job today....worked 1 hour (it started raining, and when you work at a pool rain is somewhat the determining factor) mom and dad took me to NYC (for the first time) for my birthday when i turned 7, and in Nov (when i turn 17) they're taking me back!! seeing wicked....so very excited... but for now i must continue to labor over the mounds of homework that my teachers believe it so witty to thrust upon us in an effort to "keep us focused" during the last 4 days of school.....bastards Current Mood:  and sticky |
| Wednesday, March 24th, 2004 |
| 9:04 pm |
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
I don't sleep.....ever..we're talkin 1:30 to 5:30 every nite (morning)...really not workin so well..i'm quite distressed (and completely worn out) by this unfortunate situation.....i turn to my ever faithful lj community in my time of need.....HELP! Current Mood:  tired |
| Tuesday, January 27th, 2004 |
| 3:25 pm |
GA
i hate school...and all the stupid immature caddy bitches that go there :).....other than that... i should be doing my homework... my cat just fell off the computer desk and hit his head.....seems to have given him a minor concussion....he keeps shaking his head and he can't walk in a straight line either.... is there an ER for kitties? i should be doing my homework... anyone like to tell me the plot for Wicked? just highly curious... i should be doing my homework... the cat is now eating the dirt from the flowering pot...anyone want satan..uhm i mean my cat? Current Mood:  disappointed |
| Wednesday, December 17th, 2003 |
| 8:19 pm |
a dream is a wish your heart maks
maybe it's time for me to grow up.... perhaps it it time for me to stop dreaming and start living....put away those stupid childish notions of wanting to be a dancer/actress/singer/performer when i grow up, face the music (no pun intended), and think about what ELSE i could possibly spend my life doing... a wise man once asked "Do you WANT to perform or do you NEED to perform??"...i NEED to...but if you aren't blessed enough then you're pretty screwed! i wonder why God sets our hearts on these terribly perfect and wonderful dreams/asperations then makes it ridiculous for us to fathom their accomplishment.....sounds like a cruel joke to me... i know i'll never be as content doing anything else....so am i sentenced to a monotonous, dull, predictable life because of my dreams?? oxymoron anyone??? Current Mood: hopeless |
| Sunday, November 30th, 2003 |
| 12:27 pm |
Anytime - Eligies
Anytime you laugh Anytime you cry Anytime you hear a sound when you’re on the grass Lying on the ground Anytime you wash your hands I’ll be around I’m out there on the baseball field though I’m well concealed I’ll be out there cheering I’m out there in the books you read It is guaranteed I’m not disappearing fast Anytime, no not anytime And I am there each morning I am there each fall I am present without warning And I’m watching it all Yes I’m watching it all And I am there in music I am there in the sky I don’t know why this thing did happen but this much is clear Anytime or anywhere I am there Anytime you pray Anytime you fight Anytime you’ve gained a pound Anytime it’s day Anytime it’s night Anytime the earth moves I’ll be around I’m out there in the maple trees in a summer breeze on a perfect evening I’m out there when you celebrate When the world seems great I’ll be waiting by our side Anytime Yes anytime And I am there in flowers I am there in soul I don’t know why this thing happened but this much is clear I am there Anytime you cry Anytime you sing For anything I am there each morning I am there each fall I don’t know why this thing happened but this much is clear Be aware I am there ~i love you all~ |
| Friday, November 21st, 2003 |
| 11:51 pm |
Nov. 30th
Not the greatest day ever let's all admit.... some of you probobly know that there is a lil shindig at the noonan mansion at 2pm on sunday nov. 30th....the naabs would love for you all to be there...so this is you cordial invitation...please let me, my mommy, barb, or diane know asap if ur gonna go and how many will be joining us...please come if you can! *sidenote* bring something (ie; food, board games, drinks, food, uhm...food) thank you so much that is all Current Mood:  full |
| Wednesday, November 12th, 2003 |
| 9:59 pm |
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| Sunday, November 2nd, 2003 |
| 1:47 pm |
Upcoming Birthday Plans
As i sit here and ponder what i want to do for the big 1-6 (pathetic i know) i recall all the times i was invited to "club" and got the typical response: "Your ONLY 15?!?!" now that i will be of semi-legal age i want to go "clubbing"...I know there's only 1 or 2 places that will admit way cool underage people like myself but it's still a HINT better than Discovery Zone....so if ANYONE would be interested in going with this totally hip 16 year old the saturday after my b-day (i think it's Nov. 15) that would be tubular! lemme know ASAP! the language suggests this entry was written in the 80's...why did i write like this?? we'll never know... That Is All Current Mood: excited |
| Wednesday, October 8th, 2003 |
| 4:43 pm |
The Journal News
Because i am such a culturally aware being *cough cough* i was glancing through the newspaper today and there he was.....the name of a man in one of the pictures (getting a flu shot) was..... ELMER FACKEY i shit you not that is all Current Mood:  stressed |
| Thursday, September 25th, 2003 |
| 10:40 pm |
thanks Belle.....
I want adventure in the great wide somewhere I want it more than i can tell But for once it might be grand To have someone understand I want so much more than they've got planned Current Mood:  curious |
| Friday, September 19th, 2003 |
| 3:42 pm |
Question.....
sad i didn't get to see Laurs last night are we ever going to have that picture party we spoke of many moons ago???? |
| Monday, September 15th, 2003 |
| 7:57 pm |
A Whole New Hole
just to clarify...i took getting a "body modification" like a man.. a doubled over, chalk white faced man mind you but still i was pretty damn manly that is all ASH Current Mood:  sick |
| Monday, September 8th, 2003 |
| 9:05 pm |
Fuel -- Bad Day
had a bad day again she said i would not understand she left a note and said i'm sorry i had a bad day again she spilled her coffe, broke her shoelace smeared the lipstick on her face slammed the door and said i'm sorry i had a bad day again and she swears there's nothing wrong i hear her playing the same old song she puts me off and puts me on and had a bad day again she said i would not understand left a note and said i'm sorry i had a bad day again Current Mood: hopeless |
| Sunday, August 24th, 2003 |
| 11:39 pm |
prepare for the ice age!!!
so i figured out *with SLIGHT help* how to get an icon...and there it is....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss all (20) of my scotland family hell (school) in 2 days that is all Current Mood: excited |
| Sunday, August 17th, 2003 |
| 10:32 pm |
The Only Reason I Like Your Shoes Is Because They Give Tongue
many new happenings: 1) after seeing my favorite movie ever for the 2nd time i have realized that "bootstraps" Bill Turner had the aztec gold SENT to his son therefore never touching it therefore he was not cursed... 2)sean fit 100 applejacks in his mouth and had room for many more 3)anna nicloe smith is apparently bisexual 4)school starts in 9 days.....:( that is all Current Mood:  crazy |
| Thursday, August 14th, 2003 |
| 12:20 pm |
"The Beat STOPS Here"
Well I have nothing to say that all of my friends haven’t already said for me!! Our trip was an experience of a lifetime and I would not exchange it for anything. It was one of the most rewarding experiences of my entire life…I missed the u.s. terribly but now I am home and all is well once again….i also miss all the Scots!! I feel very blessed and happy that I have made so many new friends and strong bonds over the past 11 days (and we had SO MUCH FUN!!!!)….the special circumstances make me value all of you so much and I am very proud to be part of the lil “family” that all 20 of us made over the trip….so thank you for taking in the “baby” of the trip and letting me into your lives…I will never forget this as long as I live…*sigh* All my love p.s. in contrast to popular belief (deutsch) I didn’t drink!! lol Current Mood:  thankful |
| Sunday, August 10th, 2003 |
| 12:00 am |
i don't want anybody else ....when i think about you i touch myself
peer pressure.....not a good thing anyhoodle.....i'm in scotland now at the cast party for the beat goes on at the bradshaw/jeff/BRETT residence where everyone is drunk and scary YAY there is so much to say but i won't even try to begin to tell all the deatils of this AMAZING voyage...KRISTINA STOP FREAKIN LOOKING AT THE FREAKIN SCREEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 GO AWAY NOW YOU SHORT LIL AMERASIAN!!!! i will update later there are 3 ladies that are about to jump me because they want online...they're foaming at the mouth more when i get back on monday i want you inside me Current Mood:  drunk |
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